Monday, February 7, 2011

ever optimistic.


today was a great day to start my week. cid was great because the LT2/3's aircon broke down, so we had to go to drama studio for cid. then the teachers told us we did not have to do presentation woohoo!! had a great time laughing at someone's socks with a torn hole which can see the toes haha. then reminisced with doreen and mag about how foolish we were in year1 when we had to change form teacher, and even had a petition LOL.

chemistry test was doable too. managed to remember how to solve the mole concept question. what a miracle!!

not really looking forward tomorrow though. was eating lunch with doreen, liuhan and wenxin at this really nice place in jp and talking about our cca auditions. feeling really nervous whenever i think of it. tomorrow will be having mock auditions again, and my group will surely get called because we didn't get called last week. everytime i tell myself it's just singing in front of the whole choir, nothing to be scared of, just chill and let your voice come out. then i will end up shivering non-stop and my lips will start quivering and stuff during the process. liuhan asked me why am i so pessimistic about the auditions.

truthfully speaking, i really want to get in. who doesn't?? but i know where i stand. i don't pin much hopes, but I AM GOING TO BE POSSITIVE OPTIMISTIC BECAUSE THAT'S WHO I AM. I AM NEVER PESSIMISTIC. I AM NOT GOING TO LET MY FEAR BRING ME DOWN, BUT RAISE ME UP TO BEING A BETTER ME EACH DAY.

HAHAHAHA call me cliche or whatever. i am determined to do my best tomorrow.

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