flabberghasted, frustrated, fed up, forever loser.

my 6 word story: flabberghasted, frustrated, fed up, forever loser.

my day was pretty great today till the phone call i made a 10minutes ago. i feel like strangling someone right now. stupid shit!! :( it always happens. just when you think everything's proceeding smoothly, there's something bound to prove your point wrong.

woke up at 7am today because me and my parents were all dreaming away and did not hear the alarm clocks ringing away for more than 1 hour. i dreamt that everyone was cursing me because of cid :( NIGHTMARE. feeling pretty upset right now. chionged off to school in my fastest time. ran/walk to school haha and bern doreen weining was behind me. :)

lessons were great. heard what mr ong said and i felt pretty guilty coz i dozed off during his lesson yesterday. and i did not do my homework :( not going to push the blame onto cid, but my own failure.

learning journey to the museum was pretty fun too :) haha went to just acia after that to eat and took many photos.

me and wendy: let's do the 4 shot spastic photos.
*snap snap snap*
me and wendy: let's try being pretty instead. sick of spastic photos.
*snap snap snap*
*an attempt to look pretty*
me and wendy: ...... i think we should go back to take spastic photos instead.

HAHAHAHA (L).

i'm really fed up right now. i want to curse cid. if one day i choose to leave rv because of cid, would anyone call me stupid?? yeah i think loads of ppl will. thanks everyone for the encouragements. think i'm going to break down soon :( CURSESSSSSS. I WANT TO EXTERMINATE CID.