Pomeranian sorbet.

Had a bizarre dream last night. I dreamt that I had 2 hot dudes as my brothers HAHA YAY. I've always wanted 2 older brothers.

Anyway, there was this customer at work today who asked for a "Pomeranian" sorbet when she actually wanted the Pomegranate one. I was shocked HAHA and I still asked her, "The pomegranate one is it??" And she replied, "Yeah the Pomeranian one." Oh my gosh haha poor dog.

This auntie from the shop next door asked me if I'm a Vietnamese. My gosh. Apparently I look like an Thai tranny, a Vietnamese, an Indian, ANYTHING BUT A SINGAPOREAN CHINESE LOL. HOW MORTIFYING. What on earth.

Had an interesting discussion on death the other day. Someone asked me how long do I expect to live till. I told him that I think I'll die at the age of 60 and he was like HUH WHY. I think I'll die at such a young age because I lead a seriously very unhealthy lifestyle - fried food, takeaways with lots of MSG, Doritos, lack of exercise, lack of vegetables etc. Yeah and I don't think I really want to live till such an old age of 80+ and being all old and helpless. Besides, life is really mundane when you're old. Wake up, eat, watch tv, sleep, watch tv, sleep, eat, sleep. WOW. No. It'll be cool if I have kids and grandchildren to play with if I'm old but what if I don't?? How do old people pass their time my gosh.

I find it terrifying that people only start to like remember your good attributes and the things that you did when you're alive only after you've passed away. When you're alive, nobody gives a shit about you. I guess that one can only be really "famous" after dying. And it's like you're living a lie your whole life because you don't really know what people really think about you even after you're dead.

And it so happened that on the day when we were talking about death, my family went to the lim chu kang cemetery for qingming festival. How apt. Ok coz my uncle passed away because of some plane explosion in 1997 so there's this tablet thing there to commemorate all the passengers and crew on board the plane. Then when we reached that place, we saw a super deep crack across the tablet. Then my aunt was saying that a few days ago, she dreamt that my uncle told her that he was moving house temporarily WOW OMG HOW COINCIDENTAL. Mum's going to complain haha and maybe will get a new tablet.

Ok nights.

P.S. 10 MORE DAYS TO CRUISE WAHHH BURSTING WITH JOY BUT FREAKING SCARED LIKE SHIT AT THE SAME TIME BECAUSE I'M KIND OF SCARED OF WATER.