Rollercoaster.

Today was just a huge emotional rollercoaster for me. My mood was fluctuating from excitedness in the morning, to helplessness, loneliness and frustration in the noon, to extreme disappointment after lunch, to a small spark of hopefulness, to great sense of achievement, to an overwhelming amount of regret in the evening, to great joy as I engage in hilarious conversations with Doreen and Michele on whatsapp, and a great deal of blankness as I allow the demons in my head consume me as I type this.

A whirlpool of emotions and I'm really doubting my sanity now.

P.S. lack of updates because Sony vaio is dead and too lazy to update with iPod.

Ending this post with old pics of Jayden which I found on my iPod.