Friday, May 22, 2015

CAP 4.9.

I've been having a series of ridiculous dreams lately.

Yesterday, I had a really good dream, too good to be true actually. I dreamt that I got a CAP (cumulative average point, or what's known as GPA but we call it CAP at nus) 4.9 (5.0 is the max) for this semester OMG. I was so shocked when I received my result!! We had to go to school to collect the results somehow in a form of progress report LOL which was ridiculous since we're notified of our results through SMS now. The dream felt so real because the modules listed on my progress report are exactly the same as the ones I took this semester - 2101, 2104, 2303, MS and TS. I was literally freaking out and dying from happiness because wth CAP 4.9 OMG. Which means I probably scored lots of As or A+s. But then on my progress report, I actually got 3 As and 2 Ds (LOL D for MS obviously and some other econs mod), which won't add up to 4.9 in reality but oh man I wanted to cry from this joy. I did really pretty badly last semester and scored a pretty low CAP, which I still blame myself for not studying hard enough. Even SU couldn't save me. But actually, I think it really matters what modules you take. Like you gotta know where your strengths are and take modules that can pull you up, so this sem, I took loads of econs mods but not sure if they're going to be a bane or boon HAHA oh bless my CAP.

Anyway, in the dream, after receiving my results, I wandered around in school and ended up at an auditorium (which turned out to be freaking RV's auditorium omg what on earth is this nightmare) and all the uni peeps were there watching a concert. I was sitting alone since I'm pretty much a loner, until Sarah (a girl from my OG haha she's actually very nice in real life but we aren't close) pulled me to sit beside her. We had fun catching up, surprisingly.

Oh and it was weird because suddenly the scene changed and I was at a chalet, with my OG omg horror of horrors because I don't really like the guys there oops. I remember feeling very upset the whole time because of their presence because it's like oweek haunting me again WTH BAD MEMORIES. But then, I got reminded that HEY I GOT A CAP 4.9 WOOHOO I'M SMARTER THAN ALL OF THEM and I got happy again and had fun again haha ridiculous max. 

Damn sad lah because it was only just a dream (cues Nelly's just a dream here). In reality:



LOLOL I thought I was pretty funny and witty in this snap of mine HAHA. (taken ages ago but saved coz it was hilarious seriously). Really hoping that I can break my chain of B's and get more B+'s or even A-'s and A's if possible this semester. OH MANZ.

Actually, I don't really know why people are so happy or feel good when they have good dreams, because it's like false and people know that dreams do not really come true. Instead, they should feel happy when they have nightmares, because those dreams do not come true, so bad things may not happen to them in real life. Ok lah this maybe doesn't make much sense, and it could be the cynical side of me that's speaking. whatever.

Nights world.

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