of dreams and death.

really sick of studying and it's only day 3 of official recess/study week. thought it would be a good thing that I only have 3 papers to study for and they're all my major mods. I am so wrong. So full of dread to keep reading the same content every single time omg I'd rather learn more about the universe or do German. :'( everyone's stress and tired but just want to ask everyone to hang in there a little bit more. December will be better.

Have been dreaming a whole lot these few days, till the point that I can't discern my dreams from reality. The dreams feel too too real. For instance, I dreamt of Wendy asking me to go on to Skype, and I had to wake up and check Telegram to see if she really messaged me to do that; dreamt of Joey telling me she wasn't free, and it really happened in real life HAHA omg maybe I can predict the future. Just kidding. But bad dreams have also been invading lately, perhaps because I am too stressed. What does it mean to dream of bad things happening to the same person for the second time?? It really frightens the hell out of me, because I do not want bad things to happen in real life. The first time it was of death and it got me waking up in tears for the first time ever, and the second time was a car accident. What does this really mean?? Or perhaps it's just the stress getting to me.

So done.