Sunday, April 24, 2016

thanks for having my back.

Today has been really stressful. It started off with me having to lead Sunday school today and it was absolutely nerve-wrecking.

I then went home after a nice meal with my family and sat my ass down to revise for tomorrow's (or rather, later's) paper. The mock paper we had was damn difficult, and based on experience, the actual paper will be at least 10x more difficult. And I was so close to breaking down, ok fine, I did break down. And I hate that I always get this feeling before exams, because I am never prepared, and I hate it when nerves get in the way and make me unable to thing.

Ok normally it isn't so bad but this particular sem is extremely horrible. I guess mid-terms scarred me very badly and all I feel is a sense of defeat even before the battle.

Told Wenz and she was like DO YOU NEED ME TO CALL YOU?? And I'm like NO HAHAHA. And I kept giving some sort of excuse because I am in no state to pick up the call plus my voice is stuck inside my throat while trying to keep the waterworks in LOL. She's like IS IT YOU AWKZ HAHAHA thanks for knowing me so well seriously. It's like I don't have to tell you and you'll understand my feelings. So instead, she did a voice recording for me. (everyone please clap for my best friend seriously.)

And then it struck me that I won't be seeing her until June 15th?? And I'll probably not be free then because camp commences on 20th which means we'll be extremely busy the few days before that. DAMN.





These pictures were taken on the last day of her being 20 HAHAHA.

Le sighs this blog is becoming too depressing as I age. HAPPY THOUGHTS WILL COME AGAIN AFTER 3RD MAY.

Ok back to my revision. Wish me luck everyone!! :(

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