i promise to dig my ears.

SAY NO THESE FILTHY COTTON BUDS. as pretty and colourful as they may look, listen to me, THEY ARE EVIL. AND I MEAN IT.

ok the story goes like this:
a few days ago, the day of rv carnival, i was about to go to sleep at night. i was lying on my pillow, and suddenly, i felt something crawling in my left ear, and it was super itchy and making me damn uncomfortable. so being a smart alec (as usual), i tried to use my fingers and start poking in my ear. after poking for a while, it was still itchy, so i decided to scratch hard. and all of a sudden, my ear was blocked!! i could not hear.

i want to take the dig ear metal thingy and start digging in my ear, trying to "un-block" my ear. i then used the cotton bud and start clearing up my ear, coz i thought that got water stuck inside. apparently, it was a wrong decision to do so. i thought that after sleeping a night on the ear, the water would flow out by the next day.

however, i was wrong. my ear was still freaking stuck. so in the end, i decided to go to silver cross opposite beauty world to see the doctor. (the same thing happened to me before, when i was p2). then the doctor looked into my ear, and said that the ear wax was blocking so i could not hear. he had to pump out my ear wax for me.

so he and the nurse went to prepare for the "mini operation" haha. he used a syringe to suck water, and pump it into my left ear. the experience was damn horrible and painful. the pressure makes it super uncomfortable. and the syringe was deep into my ears. then the pressure from the water will cause my ear wax to flow out. then he used some thing to extract my ear wax. omg my ear wax is so freaking big. GARGANTUAN. (powderful english xD) and my ears were bloody filled with stinky ear wax :( he told me i had ear infection.

then he decided to do the same thing for my right ear. the right ear was more painful coz i think the syringe poked my ear drums haha or something. no idea. damn painful almost screamed. OUCH. and there was this HUMONGOUS ear wax. like 1.5 times the size of the ear wax in my left ear. damn gross. the doctor told me that the pumping process would make me dizzy, and i was really dizzy. after he was done, i could not walk properly haha. right ear had minor ear infection too.

oh and here's the most disgusting part. the doctor found a dead ant in my left ear, and cotton wool in my right ear. GROSSED OUT. i am so disgusted with myself. i wonder if my ear wax is sweet haha. anyway, he told me that using cotton buds are not good, coz they will push the ear wax deeper. plus, if you use those cheapo MIC cotton buds, the bud may fall off and drop into the ear, and require surgery if it's a serious case. i was freaked out. i shall not use cotton buds any longer.

this visit to the doctor cost my mum a freaking 90 bucks. so expensive right!! my mum was nagging all the way that if i waited for my ears to dry, then dig out the wax myself, she don't need to pay the stupid 90 bucks.

so in conclusion, i promise to dig my ears regularly, like every week, in order to keep my ears free from wax and free from ants. scram!!