last post of the year.

this is going to be the last post of 2011, and when i wake up tomorrow morning, it's going to be 2012 already. oh no!! ok endure 3 weeks of horrible school life, then can go for chinese new year break. ok good!!

let me do some reflections of this year:

this year has been pretty good, i guess?? i've had my share of ups and downs. i'm glad to have people around me to accompany me and see me through the ordeals.

things that really brought me down in 2011 are:
1. bloody CID that I WILL NEVER FORGET. i remember swine and lwl and mr amchio ARGH so unsupportive. curses. those countless emails i sent just to find a stupid sponsor, which leads me to my next point.
2. TEALICIOUS. WHY WE GOT MISCOMMUNICATION OVER THE STUPID BUBBLETEA LAST TIME. GAVE US FALSE HOPES YOU KNOW. AT LEAST OUR FRUIT PUNCH BETTER HMPH. AND OUR CAMP WAS OK I GUESS. STUPID.
3. the times that i fought and argued with people. so immature.
4. eye problems. cost my mum a lot of money and she's damn pissed. can't be helped. sorry mum.
5. my dad's nagginess and forcing me to study study study.
6. my family's over-protectiveness and restrictions.
7. as usual, results. i only wake up at the last minute. in 2012, i will start being a nerd.
8. bloody theory lessons with benjamin because he's a smartass and i'm so lousy that i want to dig a hole and bury myself during every theory lesson. such a loser :( next year, i will be better!!

things that made me appreciative of life in 2011 are:
1. getting to know 4H better and bond with them.
2. having my friends & family around with me.
3. preparations for SYF was fun. i love being in the choir. even though it may not be a GWH, we still put in our best, and that's all that matters.
4. meeting new people, who show me their perspetive of life.
5. thank God for always guiding me.

what i want to improve in 2012:
1. better attitude.
2. stop procrastinating.
3. stop taking things for granted.
4. less gossiping. i can't STOP, but i will reduce.
5. be friendly to everyone and don't be too quick to judge.
6. stop giving people nicknames. i feel bad for the horrible nicknames i've been calling people like M1 AND M2 OOOPS.

it was really my breaking point during the period of CID camp. MUST NOT BE LAST MINUTE ANYMORE. thankful for people who were willing to join the stupid camp even though it wasn't fun at all. thanks xiumei for helping me drag people to join the camp :') i cried a lot during that period because NONE of the teachers were supportive of us at all and were only quick to bring us down.

ok enough said. it's 10.20pm now. 1 hour 40 mins left till 2012. not really excited, but since it's a new year, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :) BEST WISHES TO YOU ALL. MAY WE KEEP IN TOUCH. MAY WE LOVE ONE ANOTHER. MAY WE HAVE OUR WISHES COME TRUE. DON'T FORGET ME :) BYE.