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i don't even know what to feel anymore. this is horrible. this is depressing. i miss 4H really bad :( my mum asked me how was my first day at school, and i really wanted to scream and cry at her : BAD. REALLY BAD. I can't be bothered to blog anymore. nothing worth my memory.

i felt happy today when the 4H girls gathered at the canteen to chitchat. i miss them so much!! when meredith came to find us today and told me how much she missed me, i was so touched and felt so sad.

things will get better, i tell myself. who am i deceiving??

however, i must not lose the optimism in me!! i hope things will get better in time. people who post about trying to appreciate the camp is super annoying. is not that we do not appreciate it. it's just that we really miss our old class. obviously, you don't. so shut up and go away. thank you.

#angst

#sarahisscarywhensheisangry