Exhausted right now, but have to get this posted before I forget all about it tomorrow since I'm such a gold fish.
Went to Gardens by the Bay to watch the juniors carol tonight. I was the earliest so I walked there alone. Along the way, I saw the ferris wheel thing which I'm embarrassed to say that I can't remember its actual name oops. I saw MBS too. I'm embarrassed to say that I've never entered MBS before too oops lousier than a tourist. I had a nice stroll into GBTB trying to find the spot where they were carolling at. It was weird, because I could see the lights and the stage, but the more I tried to walk towards it, the more it felt like I was walking away from it. I think I took a longer way haiz. I was so scared that I was late so I walked so fast, and embarrassing confession #3: I was so desperate that I almost asked a tourist for directions to the dome. Much embarrassment. In the end, I was the earliest of us all.
The whole dome was SO BEAUTIFUL. I think I pretty much looked like a fool the whole while, smiling to myself (really) and trying to take pictures of it. The pictures don't do justice to it. You have to be there, to experience for yourself. The lights are gorgeous, and I love how they tried to make the dome seem like the Christmas markets in Europe. It reminded me of Prague and Germany. :') wonderful memories.
Roaming around GBTB alone and acting all touristy and taking photos of everything HAHA.
As usual, my HTC let me down with its stupid purple effects haiz but A for effort ok. Christmas market!!
The whole area was SO MUCH MORE GORGEOUS at night. I felt like I was in wonderland. No winter wonderland, because no snow HAIZ REALLY WISH THERE IS SNOW IN SINGAPORE.
Reunited with my ass xuxi right before the juniors performed. Rae and Chow late HAHA. Watched the juniors sang those carols and I miss our times carolling in Prague in the christmas market. It was so cool because it was snowing when we were carolling, and it was just so magical.
Right after our competition that time haha. It wasn't snowing, but it was snowing when we carolled the previous days.
After that, we dashed (did we?? HAHA) to Esplanade to watch this a cappella performance. THEY WERE SO DAMN AWESOME. I couldn't take my eyes off this guy, not because he's handsome LOL, but because he was so charming?? Like his voice was so good that me and xuxi couldn't stop fangirling over him HAHA. And he seemed very passionate while singing. The Japanese guy was so cute too. I was so captivated by their whole performance. I melted when they sang All of me AHHH DAMN. :') Haha Gina was so excited throughout. Best free performance ever seriously. I think I might pay money to watch them if they ever have concerts.
These 2 events tonight provoked a lot of thoughts tonight. It made me realise how talented people are. It made me realise how much I really miss singing in a choir, and it's really sad that I'll no longer have any chance to do so. Like almost all my friends in choir now are in CCAs that's somewhat related to singing, and I really envy them. I can't join any because my standard is far from theirs. I'll confirm not pass any auditions. I'm like the black sheep of choir for our batch seriously. Sometimes I feel like if I sing in front of others, they'll be like HUH YOU SURE YOU'RE FROM CHOIR?? Sometimes, I feel like my presence in choir makes no difference, or in fact, maybe if I don't sing, it'll be better for the choir, because I'm quite notorious for being "airy" LOL. I really hate this word. I cringe whenever I hear it. Because it just reminds me of how lousy I am. It reminds me of all the times seniors gave up on trying to make me sound less airy. I can't forget how I was the only person to not pass an audition in year one for some performance, and I had to stand in front of the whole choir while the conductor spoke to me. It'll forever be there to haunt me to tell me that I'm not good enough. So what if I'm always performing with them or flying overseas for competitions?? My presence does not make a difference. I can't contribute much. I contribute in making air LOL. Not trying to fish for compliments or anything. There's just too talented people around me, that I just wonder, why don't I have any talents. Yet, there's this very pleasant feeling when singing in a big group. I miss singing. And sometimes, I just wish I was much more better. But yeah I shouldn't be greedy.
Happier times, happier days. Haha let's take a moment to appreciate how cute george lim is HAHAHA.
Went to Gardens by the Bay to watch the juniors carol tonight. I was the earliest so I walked there alone. Along the way, I saw the ferris wheel thing which I'm embarrassed to say that I can't remember its actual name oops. I saw MBS too. I'm embarrassed to say that I've never entered MBS before too oops lousier than a tourist. I had a nice stroll into GBTB trying to find the spot where they were carolling at. It was weird, because I could see the lights and the stage, but the more I tried to walk towards it, the more it felt like I was walking away from it. I think I took a longer way haiz. I was so scared that I was late so I walked so fast, and embarrassing confession #3: I was so desperate that I almost asked a tourist for directions to the dome. Much embarrassment. In the end, I was the earliest of us all.
The whole dome was SO BEAUTIFUL. I think I pretty much looked like a fool the whole while, smiling to myself (really) and trying to take pictures of it. The pictures don't do justice to it. You have to be there, to experience for yourself. The lights are gorgeous, and I love how they tried to make the dome seem like the Christmas markets in Europe. It reminded me of Prague and Germany. :') wonderful memories.
Roaming around GBTB alone and acting all touristy and taking photos of everything HAHA.
As usual, my HTC let me down with its stupid purple effects haiz but A for effort ok. Christmas market!!
The whole area was SO MUCH MORE GORGEOUS at night. I felt like I was in wonderland. No winter wonderland, because no snow HAIZ REALLY WISH THERE IS SNOW IN SINGAPORE.
Reunited with my ass xuxi right before the juniors performed. Rae and Chow late HAHA. Watched the juniors sang those carols and I miss our times carolling in Prague in the christmas market. It was so cool because it was snowing when we were carolling, and it was just so magical.
Right after our competition that time haha. It wasn't snowing, but it was snowing when we carolled the previous days.
After that, we dashed (did we?? HAHA) to Esplanade to watch this a cappella performance. THEY WERE SO DAMN AWESOME. I couldn't take my eyes off this guy, not because he's handsome LOL, but because he was so charming?? Like his voice was so good that me and xuxi couldn't stop fangirling over him HAHA. And he seemed very passionate while singing. The Japanese guy was so cute too. I was so captivated by their whole performance. I melted when they sang All of me AHHH DAMN. :') Haha Gina was so excited throughout. Best free performance ever seriously. I think I might pay money to watch them if they ever have concerts.
These 2 events tonight provoked a lot of thoughts tonight. It made me realise how talented people are. It made me realise how much I really miss singing in a choir, and it's really sad that I'll no longer have any chance to do so. Like almost all my friends in choir now are in CCAs that's somewhat related to singing, and I really envy them. I can't join any because my standard is far from theirs. I'll confirm not pass any auditions. I'm like the black sheep of choir for our batch seriously. Sometimes I feel like if I sing in front of others, they'll be like HUH YOU SURE YOU'RE FROM CHOIR?? Sometimes, I feel like my presence in choir makes no difference, or in fact, maybe if I don't sing, it'll be better for the choir, because I'm quite notorious for being "airy" LOL. I really hate this word. I cringe whenever I hear it. Because it just reminds me of how lousy I am. It reminds me of all the times seniors gave up on trying to make me sound less airy. I can't forget how I was the only person to not pass an audition in year one for some performance, and I had to stand in front of the whole choir while the conductor spoke to me. It'll forever be there to haunt me to tell me that I'm not good enough. So what if I'm always performing with them or flying overseas for competitions?? My presence does not make a difference. I can't contribute much. I contribute in making air LOL. Not trying to fish for compliments or anything. There's just too talented people around me, that I just wonder, why don't I have any talents. Yet, there's this very pleasant feeling when singing in a big group. I miss singing. And sometimes, I just wish I was much more better. But yeah I shouldn't be greedy.
Happier times, happier days. Haha let's take a moment to appreciate how cute george lim is HAHAHA.
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