Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Happiness bubble.

I have been very happy for the past few days, and it scares me so much because I don't want this happiness to fade away.

Sunday made me happy because I had a good day in church. It was like forcing myself to step out of my comfort zone once more, but it was fun. I had a nice chat with Sherman once more. It's like our longest conversation ever (around 5-10 mins HAHAHA) despite knowing each other for more than 10 years because we had different groups of friends. It was nice to know how others' lives are. Which is a reason why I always love reading people's blogs haha.

Monday was the best school day I had. I had a fun theatre tutorial class and the games we played to warm up and know one another were so fun and the people in my tutorial class seem nice (as of now).  It was a long day (10-6) but I really enjoyed myself, especially during econs lecture because we were playing with snap chat during break and I took funny videos of Vivan HAHAHA and she was complaining that many people went to whatsapp her after they saw the video OOPS. Sorry Vivan your reputation is ruined HAHA. Malay studies was ok too because I didn't feel sleepy at all and I actually paid attention. Joey and I were super pissed by other girls sitting around us though because they kept talking!!

Tuesday was good too because I survived a day filled with 3 tutorials and 1 lect, so by Tuesday, I'm almost done with the week because I was only left with 1 tutorial and 2 lects. JJ came to school to find us after work and we crashed Tembusu for dinner haha thanks to Michelle!! It was like a primary school reunion because 3/6 of her suite mates were all from peihwa, and we all sort of know one another from primary school and church, so it was fun talking and catching up. Tembusu's dining area was like Hogwarts haha cool, and they had free flow drinks, soup and a salad bar. After a fulfilling dinner, me and JJ took a walk around utown and tried to explore the area but it was too dark HAHA. Had ice-cream at Bing Bing for the first time and the girl who served us was so funny and nice!! She kept asking us to try the ice-cream, and even bothered to recommend to us the popular choices and her own opinions.

It's been an amazing mid-week and I really hope things continue this way. Saturday ruined my mood because of some nasty stuff that my father said, which I'm still very affected by and felt so disappointed. You aren't a fortune-teller so please don't anyhow predict what my future will end up like. You don't know anything. You don't know me. At all. Things are ok with him now, but I doubt that I will ever respect him as much anymore?? I don't know anymore. So disappointing and upset. Trying to avoid any forms of conversations with him now so I've been staying out late or hiding in my room these few days so I won't have to listen to him.

May this happiness bubble not burst, for now. 

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