optimistic.

So I just talked to my friend and voiced out my concerns and apologised for my lackadaisical attitude and my reasons and more stuff, and she told me she understands and agrees. The talk with her made me feel better because I was so guilty that I wasn't giving my best and also expressed my concern that I was doing stuff outside of my job scope and it wasn't what we agreed on. And she also agreed hence we were going to talk about proper job delegations as well. I felt that all of these was my own problem because things were different from what I had expected and I felt too indignant and it wasn't fair for my friend. But after talking, all is well and I really feel a sense of relief and I am utterly ashamed of my immature thinking and lack of responsibility. Since I agreed, there is no backing out and I need to deliver what I am supposed to do. Bring it on Thursday!! I will conquer you and then the future sessions will be fine once everything is settled down. Glad that we talked out our issues to prevent further conflicts. Now I feel optimistic once again :')