exhausted.

It's 2.22am and I should be sleeping, but I can't sleep. It's only 23 days (now 24 days since it's past midnight) but I have fallen sick, again. What a start to the new year. Well at least I am sick now, instead of falling sick over the chinese new year break. Took MC today, and slept for a majority part of the day, that's why it's difficult to fall asleep now.

Anyway, I received another piece of sad news today. Another family member has been diagnosed with breast cancer. Why do things like that keep happening to my family? Cancer has always been an unfamiliar term in the family, until the past few years. 

We have yet to heal from how cancer stole the life of my aunt back in 2023, and now we have to deal with another case of cancer in this family. I still can't get over how we thought my aunt was on track in her recovery process, only to be diagnosed with leukaemia and passed away on the same day of her diagnosis. We had no time to mentally prepare ourselves for this. 

F cancer.